Time Flies By

yup...you know how my blogs usually start off so...here it is...

IM SOO SORRYY...IM SORRYY IM SORRY IM SORRYY..

=]...hope that'll cover it, if not...then i dont know what else to do. Basiclly, there is a site that i have been going on most of my time and i kinda forgot about blogging for a while seems like time just goes by so quickly, but now i have returned with TONS of updates, soo im gonna list them but im only gonna explain a few.

UPDATES

-had a party for my birthday, invited some friends...and that was the day that Phoebe and Sara got into a huge fight.

-went to Mexico for a week after my birthday and got a sweet tan while relaxing with a cool drink.

-got into a few fights with some friends but managed to handle them.

-my friend Loretta had a few accidents in her family, her dad was in a car accident at night and her brother got stabbed in downtown in a parking lot. =S

-had my final performances for my play and we ended up doing awesome...no one screwed up their lines =D

-and today had track and field which wasn't so great.

so that's about it.

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ok and now i'll explain a few...

when i had my party i invited about 20 people including Phoebe and Sara and i thought they would get along great since they were 2 of my bestest friends...but i was soo wrong.
You see, a little while ago before my birthday, they both wanted to meet each other so we decided to all go to a movie and we did. It had turned out to be really great, we talked and laughed and acted like friends, that's when i thought that they didn't mind each other.
And that's when it came to my party, i invited both of them and then things kinda became awkward. By that i mean, they both weren't talking to each other that much, just a simple 'hi' was all they said. It wasn't anything big but when i was opening my present Phoebe and Cassey (remember her? in my first post i talked about her saying that i've known her as long as i've known Phoebe and we are all great friends) were sitting right beside me and once in a little while i'd turn to them and start talking. and Sara justkept looking at us and then whispered something into Loretta's ear. That's when everything started.
It was me and a few friends dancing when i saw a lot of people outside crowded around each other and talking quietly and right when i walked by they all hushed each other and there was that awkard silence. i told Phoebe and Cassey what i saw and they called over Kelly and asked what was going on. And she said that Sara was asking people if they liked Phoebe and what they thought of her and Sara was also saying how she thought that Phoebe would try and steal me away from her. =
Right then, i was so mad that i didn't even look at her or talk to her until the end of the party when i said 'bye'.
At the end of the party, Loretta stayed and told Phoebe and me what Sara said and Phoebe started crying a bit. =[ but after a few days Sara called me telling me that she was sorry and explained what she was doing in her own words. i responded by saying its ok and telling her that next time she sees me spending time with other people then she should tell me rather than go around asking people what they think of a person.
i told Phoebe she was sorry and she said "fine i accept her apology" but she really didn't because one day when Loretta was over at Sara's house, Sara asked Loretta to as Phoebe if she like her and guess what the answer was? Yup...turns out Phoebe does not like her at all! In fact she kinda hates her. Sara took it personally and now whenever she hears her name she starts thinking about the situation.

Crazy friend drama dont u think?...and the worst part of all this is that i gotta be in the middle of it...not so fun once u think about it. i hope that it will end though...cuz im sick of it.

Anyway, im gonna go now...im too tired to write anything else, think ill just go and take a nice long nap. ill try to explain the rest laterr.

bye guys! <3>