Monday, September 17, 2007

Likes Me?

First of all, I just wanna say that I'm sorry I haven't posted in a LONG time...some reasons were because I didn't have time or because I wasn't in the writing mood.
So to start off, I was telling you in my last post that I didn't really like the catholic school and that I would be going to my old school the next day and it happened. When I walked in everyone was like, "Where were you?" and, "Are you sure you're staying this time?" And also, you have no idea how happy I was to return back because I got everything I wanted! I got a great teacher, I'm in the same class with some of my close friends and (my favourite one)....I have my own locker!!:P. Everything turned out like I was hoping and I am very thankful for that. I made a terrible choice about going to that catholic school but I made a great choice coming back.
Now to tell you how things have been going...have you guys ever had that one group in your school and/or grade that gossips a lot and tell each other everything and stuff? Well, it turns out that I have one in my grade though they're not in the same class together. Sometimes when I sit with them during recess I find it very interesting what they talk about. Even though I know that it's all not nice, I just can't stop listening to them. And, trust me...I do not gossip...it's not my style, because first of all, it can spread very fast and I don't want that happening.
So one day, when they called me over during one recess to sit with them, I thought to myself, "Yeah, sure, whatever... I will" and when I did they all started talking about the Halloween Dance and who's gonna ask who and then this one girl was like, "Well, I know who Cameron is gonna ask." And then she turned to me with this face.
I looked at her carefully and said, "Why are you looking at me like that?"
Then this another girl stepped in (Lindsay), "It's obvious that he likes you." she said.
"But," I started, "how can he like me? He barely talked to me during the summer, and all this time I thought he was just avoiding me."
Lindsay laughed a little, "Well, you thought wrong because he was trying to ask you out this summer but then chickened out."
I felt all eyes on me and felt like I was the center of attention, "H-he was?"
She nodded and so did everyone else.
"Though he is probably trying to ask you soon." This one girl added.
I sat there not knowing what to think or what to say so I just kept quiet while everyone else talked about him.
You have no idea how shocked I was...I thought that he had stopped liking me but when I dug deeper in my thoughts I found out that I was actually happy that he still liked me and how he tried to ask me out.
And, from me finding out on that day to now...everyone has been asking me if I would say yes to Cameron if he does ask me. Though I gotta tell you the truth that I wasn't sure and I'm not sure now.
Any advice?

Thanks!
Vanessa...

1 comments:

Leesha xx said...

Haii nessa! hope u dnt mind if i call u that! Luv your blog and i guess you just have to figure out your feelings for cameron. Check out my blog if u can :( its www.itz-leesha.blogspot.com