Can't Sleep!

Ugh, I can't sleep at all. I have been thinking too hard about things that have been going on.
It's 11:30 pm (not really that late but it's a school night so I go to bed at like 11:00 pm). My eyes keep closing ever second because I just wanna go to bed and sleep but I can't!
Some things have been going on lately, like I had the volleyball try-outs today and it was after school. When I first heard about it, I was so excited! My favourite sport is volleyball and I love it! But, when I first arrived in the gym...THERE WERE SOO MANY GIRLS THERE! I'm not kidding! There were about like 60 there, all sharing the dream I wanted and most of them were grade 8's. And I have to say, that they were pretty good. I didn't really see that many bad people, although there were a few. And I did pretty well also, I wasn't bad but I hope that they saw me VERY well. Sooo, they're having a second cut and then after that...they finally pick the teams. That's one of the things that is bothering me because I want to know sooo badly though I highly doubt that I will make it. Although I have to be confident and believe in myself also......BUT....boy I hope I make it.:S.
In other news, I feel that Cameron is avoiding me for some ODD reason. He doesn't talk to me on m.s.n and usually he's the one that starts the conversation. When I started one before, it was very simple...I said hi, and he said hi, I asked what's up, and he said nothing much, he asked the same question and I answered the same answer then he just went offline without saying "bye" or anything. Now, normally that wouldn't bug me...I would like forget it about the next day but when people do that like 20 times...then that gets very annoying for me. First of all, because the first thing that pops into my head when they do that many time I think that I did something wrong and/or they're trying to avoid me. So here's what I'm gonna do...I'm not gonna talk to him either; not on m.s.n not at school ect. I wanna see how long he keeps it up, and if it takes vvvvverrryyy long then I know what to think.

Love.......
Vanessa<33>