Saturday, September 20, 2008

Erasing the Past While Writing the Future.

Took longer than I thought. Sorry about that.
It's just that i can't seem to find anything to talk about, nothing that happened so far will interest you I'm just gonna warn you before you read it.

So careful ...you might get REALLY REALLY bored,,

I'm warning you ....


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Alright, well school started like 2 or 3 weeks ago, hard to tell. And it's been weird. There were like a lot of changes with the classes and everything, luckily I was able to stay in the same class with tons of my friends which I'm happy about :)
But then my smile faded when the devil came.... DUN DUN DUN.

It's Cameron.
Since i hadn't talked to him for the past 6 months I figured it would be really hard to start talking to him now. So I didn't.
I mean, we weren't dating, we weren't friends...we weren't anything. So why should i spend my valuable time talking to him?
Haha, well that all changed when a week later when i was forced to sit in a table group with him and this other annoying dork.
Well i was like, whatever, he's not gonna bother me. BOY WAS I WRONG!!! He all of the sudden started stealing my pencil case, binders, books...EVERYTHING. Then he hit me with an elastic band in the fricken eye..and so on.

So techniclly, i was forced to talk to him...sadly :(
I was soo annoyed that i finally walked up to the teacher was like "I hate them. Please let me switch spots with someone else." and she was like "i'll think about it"
And now i gotta wait, and wait....and wait. ffffuuun.

But the weirdest part is that he's acting like everything is okay. Like there was no past between us. Yet I still can't get that out of my mind of how we were dating. Now that i think about it, i can not believe i went out with that guy, he's an idiot. =D I'm saying that in the nicest way possible.

He currently has a girlfriend and by all the things I've heard from people I'm guessing she's not the greatest. But what am I to do in this situation? My one friend is head over heals for him and she's upset over the fact that he's dating her. She's "heartbroken" as she said. :P Oh well ..


And now when everyday hits, one day from the past erases, and surprisingly, I'm not worried about that. Because I'm the one who's clearing it all, since there's nothing really in 'need' of remembering. From now on, I'm gonna look forward not back (sort of what like Cameron is doing) but in my own way =D
Let's grab that eraser and pen and,
Off we go...

-Vanessa. <3>

3 comments:

Christine Woodward said...

i dont care if you have nothing to talk about just write!!!!!!!
:)

and youll be pleased to know, i didnt get bored :D


eeeeeew cameron
thats really not nice of him to flick you with an elastic band to the eye, i hope he apologized! if not, back hand him!!!

:)

ive missed your posts!!

xxo

Marri said...

xo hi hi xo

I HAVE SURVIVED! ANd im not bored!

Even when I have nothing to write about, I blabber mindlessly about things and make a fol of myself :D Its fun.

ugh, Cameron sounds like a real jerk. Ive been attacked by elastics, was not fun :(

I agree, look forward, not back. I try to everyday, remembering only the good things. But my future tends to be much worse then my past, so yeahhh...

xo bi bi xo

xoxo,
xx . Mari . xx

Christine Woodward said...

cmon girl!!
post again already!!!!
:)


xxo